realization

I've been complaining about not having a support system for a while now... How my journey would be easier if I did, etc...etc...etc

But after a very emotional conversation with my mother, one of which I decided to actually voice what I needed from her, I came to the realization that.... what I'm searching for won't come from someone else. The validation, the sense of worth, self-esteem... EVERYTHING.. needs to come from me. No one else can feel the void I feel inside other than myself.

I AM WORTHY.

Tomorrow will be a good day :)