Yesterday was a MESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
I have been crying uncontrollably since last Wednesday. Saturday there was a huge fight between me and my mom's man.
All the feelings of feeling alone, not having a place here and rejection, feeling not good enough resurfaced.
I feel glad those emotions came out.
Yesterday my mom actually made an effort to make things better. That was unreal, she has never expressed such feelings.
Today i binged out of boredom. But i went to the gym and ROCKED IT. I feel better and i'm hoping tomorrow will be even better.
Small steps forward.
